May 7, 2009

Quick update, don’t read if you don’t want to hear me bitch.

Posted in Uncategorized at 1:56 pm by dlwitten

So Jonathan has an interview tomorrow – WOOHOO!  After applying to what seems like a zillion jobs, he’s finally gotten a call back for an interview – cross your fingers please!!!  Job sounds great – much better pay.  Okay, so I don’t know what the benefits are, but hey, it’s a job.  I won’t put all my eggs in one basket so to speak though.  So that’s about it on that end.

Went to the Celtics game last week – well 2 – Game 5 and Game 7 against the Chicago Bulls – we won both games are now onto the Orlando Magic.  I thoroughly enjoy going to the games – it’s a great time!

Onto the baby front.  Oh My God – I don’t think I can handle hearing that another woman is pregnant.  I’m practically in tears right now.  I swear I’m one of the few who ISN”T pregnant.  Just found out a minute ago that another woman is pregnant – due in July.  One of Jonathan’s friends is prego too – about 12 weeks along – she just got married in February – WTF!  I’m green with envy. 

I’m thankful I have my PCOS women and Kristi to talk too – having an understanding ear in this wonderful world of fertility issues is essential.  I think Jonathan is sick of me telling him who’s pregnant and then letting him know that I’m sad over it – he tells me not to let it get to me.  Way easier said than done.  I’m only 4-5 months into this TTC journey – I just hope and pray that it doesn’t last me years….God help me if it does.

I try and seem positive and we haven’t told many people that we are TTC – not even our parents.  I don’t know what I’m waiting for – I guess I don’t want to get anyone’s hopes up and then have to explain all my issues.  Or maybe I’m afraid that i’ll hear criticism – I don’t know.  I think if we don’t conceive this month and I have to have the HSG test, I’ll say something to my mom.  She’s never asked about when we’ll have kids, but I believe she has heard me tell people within a few years.  I don’t know.

Well, what turned from a quick update to a long post is now over.


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